Turmoil

Turmoil

I'm sitting beside him... beside me.
Thinking so much about how
I could be him.

I'm sitting beside who I could have been
Thinking of nothing else
But ignoring him.

I'm sitting with my past... my future?
Trying to push him out
And failing.

I'm sitting totally unconcerned
And hurting like before
But different.

I'm sitting beside a guy... in trouble
With problems. A guy
in turmoil.

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